Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!! *hugs tininito death* You are the bestest of the best!!! I simply LOVE the layout... and a paid account again... I really don't know what to say... I know I'm kinda behind of the daily posting... *coughs*

I am sick this weekend... bummer... wanted to party on Thursday, here being carneval and all, but I had to throw up the entire night. And today I am not really feeling any better...

Remember my post from February 7th? The one in which I said that my happy ending arrived? Well, it has left me again. And it doesn't look like it will come back. So, the guy needs some time as a single before he starts a new relationship. Nothing to say against, if he wouldn't have done some things before that make it almost impossible for me to go back to being single. Why do guys think that first screwing and then thinking is the way to go? FUCK THEM! And now he isn't even sure if he ever wants a relationship with me. Guess it is time to move on. That fucking bastard just doesn't deserve me... *sighs very deep* Life just doesn't make any sense at the moment!

Well, guess it is time for my freaking out about Kimi... Nice to know there is at least on man in my life that is not screwing with me! ;-)

First the meme snatched from tinini

( Two things )

And here are the updates in my life. I know I haven't posted in a long time. And a lot has happened.

First uni: I think I passed all my exams. Don't know that yet, but it is quite possible. Next friday will be my very last exam until the biiiiiig final in two years. And that exam on friday is not even remotely hard in any way...

Second men: A lot has happened here! MY HAPPY ENDING HAS ARRIVED!!!!! Thomas really broke up with his girlfriend three weeks ago. I never thought he'd actually do it. He really surprised me because on that day I had decided for myself that I won't wait for him any longer and that I will move on. I guess he must have smelled that or something. Soooooo, from that day on I felt a lot better. :D Last friday we spent the night together, not much has happened but it felt just soooooooooooooooooo good. Haven't felt that secure and peaceful in a long time! This week he is gone to Bonn for a practical course. And he will be back on friday. Can't wait to see him again. Hopefully that'll work out.

On saturday we're going to celebrate my niece's eighth birthday. Can't wait to see them all again! They are growing so fast! I can't believe she is already turning eight. Didn't I carry her on my arms through the house just yesterday because she had colics. I guess that means I am getting old! :(

I have never been this drunk, depressed and alone in a very long time. I think I have never been this drunk, depressed and alone at all.... sucks big time, I can tell....

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